so i didn’t actually get a chance to tell the girl i am down bad for that i like her. in fact someone did it for me. now i get to spend 4 hours on a bus with her tomorrow feeling predatory and like i made her uncomfortable. it wouldn’t be a problem if i were a guy. i love being gay but sometimes it sucks. she doesn’t like me and explicitly told our mutual to tell me not to ask her to hoco. on the other hand i’m getting some very obvious signs that a walking red flag likes me and idk how to feel. this shit is so complicated.